so it's been a while since i've written.. i guess there's not too much to write about. haha school's been ok. Halloweeen is next weekend! it's gonna be pimp! can't wait! got a job at fleet farm.. come visit me! i've been writing down lots of quotes lately.. and i just recently got a twitter.. there isn't much else at the moment i suppose.. i should rlly start blogging a little more often.. but that's all for now. maybe i'll be inspired to write more laters.....

So much to look forward to

So since the school year is almost over, I can't wait for summer! Summer means warmth, hangin with friends, my birthday, hopefully my lisence, a tatto, free time, and much much more! There's so much to look forward to for summer. For one, it means no more school!!! (which means no tests or learning!!) But it also means I gotta get a job to pay for gas when i finally get to get that lisence. oh well. i think i can handle that. I'm going to be able to go to the beach everyday (if i want), which means not being white, which means i get to bike down there!! which means i'll get a great workout!! :D goodness.. i jsut rlly can't wait!
I'm also really hoping i get to go to the last brooks-n-dunn concert, but i don't see it happening :( I just can't wait until school gets over! then i can have all the time in the world to do anything!! since i can't wait, imma go outside, so i'll talk to ya peeperz later!!

Update...

I suppose it's about time I post something new and update y'all about stuffies... after all, I haven't posted anything for a couple of months.... soooo, here goes...
It's the end of the quarter on Friday, and I'll have 2 more tests (I think) that will still be added to this quarter, which sucks. I have a history test coming up (not goood:( ) and then I have an english test on Thursday, and another essay that's also being graded at the moment.. (again NOT goood... :( ) so... that's about all that's going on at school.
I finally got that Ke$ha cd I wanted :D I'm so happy!! I'm going to be in a fashion show on the 17th ;D (CAN'T WAIT!!!) Ummmmm.... I MIGHT be able to go to a rodeo too (like I said, MIGHT!!!) I really hope I can.. that would be super-de-duper funn!! Otherwise, not much else is going on... I'm trying to get in shape, but that ain't going too well either... hahah oh well xD I am trying to get some music videos, shows, and certain songs on my MP3 player, but that ain't going as planned either... :( I think that's really all, so I'll let y'all get back to your life, that is probably more important than this stupid post... Oh well!! Too bad, you already read it! xD SUCEKRS!!!!
Oh!! I almost forgot... I went to Sadie's with a bunch of friends.. it was really really funn!! :D okay... now I think I'm done... for now... See ya laterz!!

Backstabbers!

Backstabbers are never good friends. They are never your true friend either. Some people just don't get that. If you are a true friend, you'd stand up for your friend if shit was being talked about them, and you wouldn't agree with the ones saying stupid shit like that! They don't know how to keep good friends. Those types of people only want to be at the top of the social group, but in the end, nobody is their true friend because they don't do anything to support their "friends". They just want to be known as the popular kid, the one who knows everybody. Guess what? That's not what life is all about. It's about getting the best of friends, the ones who you can always count on, the ones who are always there for you, stand up for you, and most of all, don't stab you in the back!! They don't lie to your face! They don't deny their wrongs! They say Sorry and you forgive them, but if that person is a backstabber, you want nothing to do with them! Don't make that terrible mistake of forgiving them once again. They're just going to end up hurting you again! You can only trust your true friends.

I'm not sure if any of you have experienced this, but it's a terrible thing to go through. You can give second and third chances, but third strike and they're out. Don't give them another chance to hurt you. You will know if they are truly sorry, but most of the time, they just don't want to lose someone, even if they don't care about them (obviously if they keep backstabbing you), because they didn't know what they had until they lost it, and then they want it back, and then they forget how powerful it can be, and they end up losing it again.

My experience with this has made me realize that you must chose your friends carefully, and if you don't, you will be hurting a lot. My once good friend (and I never would have guessed she would do this to me, but SUPRISE!) has back stabbed me multiple times, but I haven't always known. She's talked behind my back (and to my other good friends at that) and then my REAL friends tell me what she said, so I confront her about it, and she LIES TO MY FACE! I catch her on the spot, and she still denies it. She hurts my other friend who she got into a fight with last summer, but still, it doesn't give her the right to hurt her. It pisses me off when people won't admit that what they did was wrong. That's the first step to being a good friend who is worth forgiving; to be able to admit that you've made mistakes. We are humans. We make mistakes. All we have to do is admit them, learn from them, and move on with our lives. But some people apparently can't do that. I'm through with her. I can't ever trust her again. I will never forgive her, unless she truly sees what she did was wrong and why. The song "Don't trust me" by 3OH!3 was right. You can't trust a hoe, never trust a hoe, you can't trust me (in this case my "Friend" as we were once called). You have to follow your gut and trust your instincts. If someone smells fishy to you, take precautions and don't trust at first. You can trust enough to believe, but don't trust enough so they can't hurt you.


I'm sorry if this was stupid, but I had to rant about it somehow, and every time I try and talk about it, I get all pissed off and angry, and then I'm in a stupid crabby mood and then I piss other people off, and I don't want to do that. Thanks for listening, and I'm sorry if I wasted your valuable time with this.

Snow.. Lots and Lots of Snow

Many Minnesotans don't like snow. There are soo many things wrong with that statement. First of all, if you don't like snow, then WHY THE HELL DO YOU LIVE IN MINNESOTA!!!? Second, nobody can find any good in the many inches of snow we just recently got. Why can't anyone look at the glass as half full? There are many things that you can do in snow. You can snowmobile, ski, snowboard, or just go sledding down a hill, just like many of us have done as a child. Why can't anybody just appreciate the simple things winter brings us anymore? Not only that, but if there is snow on the ground, then it probably means that it's cold which usually means there's ice on lakes and are fully frozen. I know many people who live here in Minnesota just absolutely LOVE to fish.. in the winter, ice fishing. Winter not only brings snow, but it also means (maybe) Thanksgiving, Hanikuh (sorry if I spelt that wrong), Christmas, and the New year! Sometimes we still even have snow on Valentines day. Now if people don't like snow, then the least they can get out of winter is the holidays. Everyone loves the holidays! What's not to love about them?

Anyways, I think I have made my point. Don't hate winter. Love it and find all the fabulous things you can do! Rejoice over it! Have fun over the holidays! Find joy and happiness within your heart, and maybe you can even find a little bit of love in there to do something kind for somebody else this holiday season. Have a Happy Hannikuh (again, sorry if I spelt it wrong), a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year!

English...is not my friend...

i rlly hate my english teacher. he's a stupid jerk who doesn't know what he's talking about, and expects us to be like college pplz... uh, dude? WE AIN'T IN COLLEGE SO BACK OFF!! i rlly hate it when he does that. even funnier, when it came conference time, some rents totallty spazed out on him and told him to his face that he is another stupid ass teacher who doesn't know what the hell they're doing. and then one day, this kid was a "disturbance" so he called his mother, and then she ripped him out too!! it was halarious! she didn't jsut say oh ok or anything.. she literally ratted him out on the phone, and the whole class could hear (not on speaker phone) and they could tell she was pissed... she was yelling in to the reciever!! tht was freakin halarious! i just wanted to say how much i hate that guy, so now i think i'm done here.. and i hope everyone had alovely thanksgiving and now a happy new year! :)

Bad Drivers and Pricks That Piss Me Off

I really hate it when people don't know how to drive, or like when they're being little pricks.. for instance: I was getting on the freeway the other day, and I knew that there was a car coming up (and he wasn't even going that fast) so when I went to merge, I sped up, so I wouldn't slow him down, but then they had to speed up too, and not let me in. If that's not bad enough, after he finally went into the other lane to let me in (otherwise we were gonna crash) he moved over right in front of me (at the next on ramp) and cut off another guy that was trying to get in! I was like "You Jerk!! Get a Licnese!" I HATE people who do that.... see, but when they do, you get to play little games with them. When you get in front of them on a no passing zone (on a local road) you do exactly the speed limit and piss them off, and then when you go to turn in a just recent becoming passing lane (if that makes any sense..) you slow down just enough (hoping there's oncoming traffic so they can't pass) to make them wonder if you're really gonna turn or not.. then at the last minute turn into wherever you were gonna turn. It's really funny to see their reactions.. see when you piss people off like me, you get to pay the price, cause i can be a prick right back at ya! This is why people in this country can't drive. another thing: When there's a sprinkle or a snowflake in the air, people freak out and have to do 30 in a 55 MPH zone! It's like come on people!! It's just a lil snow! It's not gonna hurt ya! Jeez. I really hate it when they do that... >:( I suggest you don't get on my bad side when I'm driving cause I don't get mad.. I GET EVEN!... Anyways, that's about all I have for you today. Look for my latest! :)